Today (and every day onwards)
I do not want to end each day without being burdened by the things on God’s heart.
Father, may my heart and spirit be anguished. Help me to want to have my heart broken for Your kingdom. Help me to want that, Lord.
I realised that I’ve been feeling a lot of this lately. At work (school), in dance classes/rehearsals, and even at home. Counting that these three places are where I spend most of time at in the past month or so.
I wonder if people think I’m unfriendly, or a loner, or socially awkward. But I really do want to be alone!
#INTROVERT
Today
Today, I found myself fearful again. Fearful of God’s call over my life.
But I believe that God will help me to overcome!
“We will overcome, by the blood of the lamb and the words of our testimony. Everyone, overcome!”
Today
“How great is His love
How awesome are His ways”
Today, I have a clearer picture of where God is leading me toward. Opening yet another door, and guiding my every step to yet another adventure.
I’m excited, my spirit is overjoyed. There is no way to comprehend His ways and thoughts, but only to obey with a surrendered spirit.
Today has truly affirmed His word, that every thing has its purpose, and that nothing is of coincidence.
I’m amazed once again, at how His promises will never fail. I’m awed by His grace over my life. :)
PRAISE THE LORD.
Today
I woke up from a dream where I was wakeboarding LIKEAPRO, actually more like wind-boarding (Teo, 2012).
I was on this flexi-board, that was about 50cm wide, 2m long and it was a pin-tail board!
So basically I had to lift the front of the board with my hand(s) to let it catch the wind, and to ride on water, don’t even need waves. I was sitting/standing on the board, and my body faced front/toward where I’m going.
It was unimaginable fun and thrilling. Oh boy! I wanna wind-board!
Someone, get me a flexi-board!! Nyehehehehe.
Today
Noooo, left home without my scheduler. Feeling lost.
“Up to you lah! It’s your life.”
It’s when moms say that, that you realise freedom isn’t as important as doing what makes her happy.
Today
I…
- gymed with my mom in the morning.
- watched Justin Bieber and Selena Gomez on YouTube the whole afternoon.
- ate dinner cooked by the brother.
- spent TAWG at Coffee Bean for about 2 hrs.
- watched more than 40 videos of One Direction on YouTube for about 3.5 hours.
WHAT KINDA DAY IS THAT.
Today
I have many questions unanswered, many dreams unfulfilled, many people I’ve yet to love, and many prayers to be made.
But today, my heart is complete, because of the love I’ve found in You.
Today
I found love, compassion and strength in God.
Today, I’ve placed text on my wall.
For over the past many months, I’ve been looking for a quote.
A statement, a question, or even a phrase. Just something that will keep me going.
And I found it today, and it sure did hit me in the face (and heart).
WHAT IS YOUR DREAM?
Today
Vulnerability came knocking hard on my door.
It has always been something I’m afraid of. It’s been the one thing that is so powerful and yet I can’t bring myself to it.
Today, my cell taught me a lesson. A lesson of being authentic, real, weak and vulnerable.
It still scares me, and I wouldn’t like to re-learn that lesson. But I know I will have to, and I will.
